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好想好想

I think the first thing i would do once i reach my home is take my stupid guitar and smash everything that i hate and wtf my dad likes my status…

Argh…seriously craving for this, especially the aunty nasi lemak nearby taylors, miss the moment the aunty and her husband argue with each others when we buying their nasi lemak…

Happy chinese new year?

Not that nice also =(

Prizes for winning 2nd place in the 3d Modelling Design Competition (Our Ornata), according to the Professor from Russian, these things are not available in the market yet =.=, good job to my team

Duno call what laser keychain, quite nice also, isn’t this every boy’s childhood dream?

This thing looks pretty cool for me, how good if it’s from NASA.

Seriously feel like guitar smashing everything, can you guys stop annoying me for a sec, let me focus on my work please?

Good night.

I’m bored,

without you.

My you is just you,

my her is just her,

but your you is just him,

at first i don’t really care about this,

although you mentioned a few times,

right now i feel like i had been trying hard to be your you.

Right, my bad…i guess i did a bad decision in the first place, and now it led us to the worst condition, fml. It’s not your fault though, i understand the feeling, but this is the reason why i feel so painful.

Baby won’t you tell me why, there is sadness in your eyes,

I don’t want to say goodbye, to you.

Love is one big illusion, i should try to forget,

but there is something left in my head.

You’re the one who set up, now you want to make it stop,

I’m the one who feeling lost, right now.

Now you want to me to forget, every little thing you said

but there is something left in my head.

I won’t forget, the way you kissing,

the feeling so strong, were lasting for so long,

but i’m not the man you heart is missing,

that’s why you go away i know.

It’s not even 2 months though, shorter than what i expected. My bad, i couldn’t put you down, watching you, stalking you behind without doing anything, i was afraid that will hurt myself again,  and now it did.

I’ll be fine, a couple of months later.

Btw, i revived my blog, cheers to anyone who found out i actually revived it. Night.