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第一次在场上的感觉，
蛮强烈的，感觉上我会包尾，
因为在还未出场时我就发觉身边的战友，
都不是普通的人物，
我还是很兴奋的跑了，
在起跑点，我站最后端，
一直在想，可以赢吗？
看到场外的学长和班上的欢呼声，
我的心底里，是为了他们而跑，
很卖力地踏出第一步，
跑得很不自然，因为还没拉好裤子，
刚好前面有很多人堵着我的路，
就顺便拉一拉，继续跑，
还是很慢，前面的人一直堵着我的去路，
很生气，就一直不停地割过他们，
这时，看到场外有阿慧和阿瑄为我加油，
我的心底里，是为了她们而跑，
跨大了我的步伐，不停地割过前面的人，
直到最后的两百米，我疲累了，
看到前方的人，很惊讶，
居然只剩三到四个人，
这时， 缺氧的脑里，
出现了她的画面，
我是为了她而跑，
继续冲向终点，

过后，我很痛苦，
痛苦了几个小时，
这就是尽力的感觉，
跑完后我身上没有丝毫余力，
脑缺氧，有死的感觉，
过后就昏昏晕晕的……

-=结束=-

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Currently ,
I was very very very busy with marching ,
until I don’t have any mood to study and do homework ,
wake up at 6 and reach home at 7 something everyday ,
what a pity ,
and I get to my bed as early as I can to rest ,
really really really really tired ,
and I don’t have much time to blog also ,
few days ago I went for many events ,
that’s why I stopped my blog for temporary ,

Sigh ,
don’t know what happened to me ,
nowadays ,
I keep disturbing a girl ,
don’t know what she thinks about me ,
she’s just cute and active ,
I just like her ,
but I didn’t mean to love her and get close to her ,
just like a little sister ,
concerning her ,
greeting her ,
and playing with her ,
hope she will be happy with me ,

Argh ,
stupid ,
August is coming soon ,
I haven’t say finish ,
I haven’t finish enjoying my July ,
bloody fool ,
how come August reaches so fast ,
after this month ,
I really have to throw my heart into UEC ,
putting too much effort on playing and marching ,
argh!

cham yat , gor sam tiu ye ,
mm zhi kao mat , call ngor hui jusco mai ye ,
yun loi hai yao ye kao ,
ngak ngor wa yew mai ye bei kui ge sai lou ,
kao dou ngor mm zhi dim xun hou ,
zhi hao , sek ha marrybrown ,
hang ha kai , hang dou 10 dim gei ,
shi fat che ngor fan wok kei ,
dou moon hao zhi hao ,
kui dei cheong sang yat gor pei ngor teng ,
zhen hai yao ti hoi sam ,
dou jor wok kei ,
hou gui hou gui ,
zhong mei 12 dim ngor zao fan jor ,
zhen hai mm hou yi si ,
dong ngor 5 dim hei san si ,
tai dou yao 9 gor messages ,
hak dou ngor yat tiu ,
yao kei si tai dou kui send pei ngor ge sang yat message ,
song dou ,

hui dou hok hao ,
yat zik yao yan tong ngor gong ,
mutu , sang yat fai lok ,
zeneng , sang yat fai lok ,
mou 100 chi dou yao 200 chi ah ,
zhen hai hou duo jie kui dei ,
gu mm dou yao kam duo yan zhong gei ju ngor ge sang yat ,
ngor wui fai fai lok lok ge la ,

dai yat chi lok tong ge si hao ,
ban siong dik tong hok zao wei ngor hing zok lo ,
yao qing qing dei ge dai choi gou dan gou ,
kui dei song ngor yat kin hou leng ge sam ,
ngor zhan hai hou zhong yi ,
hai fui sek ge ,
hou hoi sam ,
hou duo jie lei dei ,

zhi hao ,
fong hok jor ,
yao hok wui ,
kam yat hai ngor dei zui hao yat ci hai hok hui si gan ,
nin bou chou ,
zhen hai yiu hou hou zhen sik ,
yin zhi hao ,
hai hok zheong mon wai ngor hing zuk sang yat ,
zhen hai yao hou duo hou duo yan ,
yao ngor ge hou hing dai ,
ngor ge ta ,
gor dit hou ho ngoi dik xiu mui mui ,
zhong yao hou duo yan ,
zhen hai hou yi ngoi ,
kui dei song jor ngor yat gor bag ,
hai body glove ge ,
ngor hou hou zhong yi kui ,
duo jie lei dei ,
bei jor ngor yat gor hou nan mong ge sap bat sui sang yat ,

dou jor ye man ,
yao yao yat ban hou hou hing dai ,
mou dun dun lei ngor ge wuk kei ,
zhen hai hou loi mou kin kui dei ,
ngor zhong yi wai hai ngor gor gor dik hing dai lei ,
tai zhan tik ,
zhen hai ngor ge hing dai ,
hou yi ngoi ,
kui dei che ngor hui yam cha ,
ngor dei hui mamak dou king kai ,
yan wai ngor sap bat sui jor ,
ho yi dok ball ,
zhi hao ,
ngor dei hui jor dok ball ,
dok jor hou loi ,
ngor dei dok dou hou ye sin fan wok kei ,
ting yat zhong yao sheong fo tim ,
ngor zhong mm sei ?
dan hai ,
yat nin zhi yao yat ci ,
kam ci ,
zhen hai hou hou hou hou hoi sam ,
duo jie sai ,

yu guo tai mm sek ,
zhen hai zing sheong ge ,
lei man ngor la ,
ngor man man duk bei lei teng .

-=Thanks=-

喜欢一个女生和被一个女生喜欢，
感觉是完全不同的，
当你喜欢上一女生，
而那个女生不喜欢你，
是心如刀割般痛苦的，
你会为她做任何事情，
就算她不理你，
你还会默默的为她付出，
当，你觉得一切都不可能时，
你，想摆脱这个痛苦，
你，想忘了她，
你，甚至想找另一个女生来取代她，
这，就是喜欢。

被女生喜欢，
是一种幸福吗？
多多少少，自己都会爽一下，
因为你想不到，居然有女生会喜欢自己，
如果是你喜欢的那一类型，
那就更仲意了，
但是，感觉对吗？
被一个你不喜欢的女生缠绕着，
你，一定很想摆脱她，
当她是负累，
不想被你喜欢的人，及身边的人误会，
有时，你冒然地接受了她，
那，算是真正的爱吗？
这段感情会长久吗？
或许会，或许大家只是对恋爱有所渴望罢了，
被喜欢……

我也希望，我喜欢的女生喜欢我，
我也希望，喜欢我的女生我喜欢，
觉得不可能，
那里会这样完美，
就算是短短的接触，
我和她的回忆，
我每一刻都记得，
就算是微微的笑容，
也深深的烙印在我心里，
很想很想淡忘她，
但，每当那颗心就快熄灭时，
她的出现, 突然的热诚，总令它重燃……

算了，不提了。

今天，我又换位了！
是班上风水最好，最适合专心上课的位子，
所以，今天上课的感觉真的真的很好，
很专心，很认真，很很很不错，
希望每天都可以这样，
觉得晨跑真的很爽，
凉爽的天气，
感觉很不错，
跑完后， 感觉更清新，
心境很完美，很适合上课。
今天看到他步操的那一刹那，
简直就像看到上帝，
绝对是神级的步操，
完美无缺，再见。

My blog is currently under renovating ,
sigh , not nice enough for me ,
today is monday again ,
a new week , but same feeling ,
lazy , boring , nothing much to do ,
just can think of marching ,
and something else ,
but not studying ,
thinking that I am desperating in studying , argh !

Today , our new form teacher had made a plan ,
and made an announcement to us that ,
the plan will start at tomorrow ,
what about it is ,
the class sits will be arranged in pairs ,
weak students will get front sits ,
weak students will sit with a top 10 students ,
and I , got the worse sit ,
I sit at the cover back ,
wondering how do I study after this arrangement ,
what the hell man !

Start from tomorrow ,
we will have a stamina training in the morning ,
this is really really a good training for us ,
prefects , enjoy it .
don’t think about tiring , sweating , sleeping ,
it’s perfect in bonding us !

-=Renovating my blog=-
-=Renovating my time table=-
-=Renovating my mood=-
-=Renovating my heart=-
-=Renovating my studies=-

Sometimes ,
I will think of the sweetest moment when we were together ,
and sometimes ,
I will miss you like crazy ,
but sometimes ,
I feel like killing myself ,
my soul lost to our memories……

2007年7月14日 , 星期六 , 晴天 ,
今天早上 , 我忘了有集队 , 就不小心迟了少少起床 ,
匆匆地赶到校 , 大家都集完队了 ,
意外地 , 有神密任务等着我去做 ,
太久没有接触这个任务了,
很轻松地去面对它 , 完成它 ,
就 , 你快乐 , 我快乐 , 大家都快乐 ,
回到班上 , 居然有人帮我写好了中楷 ,
开心到 , 幸福到 , 班上的人真的很好,
然后就 , 连续自修了七节 , 在班上真的真的很无聊 ,
没有重点……只好期待放学咯 ，
急救课程 ，可爱的校友 ，
令我学了很多很多重要的急救知识 ，
以后就可以急救亦雯了……

今天的我 ，
第一次一个人驾车，
第一次载女生，
第一次泊车，
第一次载那么多人，
第一次载人回家，
真的真的很紧张，很兴奋，
大家看到我驾车来，好像很惊讶,
载他们时，他们又很担心，弄到我很紧张，
开心的是我载完他们回家了，
很有满足感…..

其实昨天发生了一些事情，
所以今天的欢送会才改地点，
人数没有我想像的多，
有两条水没有来到，
可爱的亦雯也没来，
在火锅店，很担心大家会融合不到，
一群打机的男生，两对鸳鸯，
大头， 两个三八的，卓山，阿瑄，
不懂大家觉得怎样，
尤其是那个坐在一群打机的男生旁边的，
看得出她又很闲，没人理她，很不开心的样子，
还好过后两位大小姐来了后她就不闲了，

过后就到了一间我不熟悉的餐厅，
点了一杯我熟悉的冷鸳鸯，
和一班我非常非常熟悉的人喝茶，
吹吹水，讨论那两个歌手，
估估下惠文可爱的问题，
拍拍照，玩玩积木，作弄雁珊，
真的蛮享受这种感觉的，
希望时间能停留在那一刻，

然后，就对不起啦，
一群打机的男生，
今天好像没什么理到你们，
因为我好久都没见到他们了，
不好意思……

-=终=-

Never !
I always remind myself ,
never think of her !
Whenever I see her ,
my heart will beat extremely fast ,
and there will be a hard pressure come out from my mind ,
then I will be in suffered……
Last year , I thought that I can make her get lost from my mind ,
and get a new soul ,
like the year before ,
but ,
unexpected ,
I failed to make it ,
one year is not enough for me to heal my soul ,
I need more time , or maybe forever……
Aiks , nonsense……

Woo….looks like this month really got a lot people bufday le……
What a bufday month ._.
Wondering what will happen to me today in next week ,
Today ,
we had an incredible , unbelievable , funniest ,
and forgetable class meeting ,
our funny class monitor ,
the school grass made it very well ,
that’s what I admired him ,
he can unstoppable talking nonense for 40 minutes ,
talking pointless and meaningless thingy ,
made the whole class including our Mr. Water ,
laugh out loud for 40 minutes continuously ,
acts this and acts that and making fun of himself ,
to make us laugh , encouraging us this and that ,
and our time passed incredible fast ,
really a profesional talker ._.
geng !

-=Angel=-

Argh…
I had missed so many days as ys said. T_T
The days before I was abit concentrating on exam ,
I did it badly ,
because of my lazyness , last minute study , unconcentrated me,
uncontrolled me and unstable me. ><
But but but ,
I didn’t online and play =)
thats why my blog had stopped at 6 of July. xD
Aihz , really did it badly……extremely bad !
Sigh , I can’t just let it go like that ,
must do something to myself !

Today……
I also don’t know how to describe my mood ,
in the first and second period ,
we were having art period at somewhere , =X
Feeling relaxing and I was enjoying my drawing ,
two periods passed and I had finished it on time ,
waw…….not very bad la.

Then then then ,
after the recess time ,
we went to football court and started our match on time ,
I was the bloody defender , the hardest header ,
the clumsiest player ,
and also the stupid bastard bitch baka @#$@%# goal keeper ,
initially , I was doing well in defending , heading , running ,
then then then ,
after a while ,
the the the ,
stupid goal keeper asked me to change position with him ,
he is the stupid bai kiok lou who just had his operation in his leg last last last month ,
then then then ,
I kindly gave him my position ,
and take over his keeper position ,
after five minutes or something ,
the bai kiok lou injured ,
and was taken out from court ._. ,
then then then ,
the stupid baka bastard me ,
did a very funny thing ,
our opponent team keeper thrown the ball like mad ,
it was very powerful and high ,
I thought the ball had out ,
but , it never !
it strike to top of the tiang ,
and hit back to my body ,
then then ,
the ball went in to the goal ,
then ,
I scored an own goal , what the shit !
The things happened later , I lazy to recall back liao……

I saw my angel today.

好久都没有这样过星期五了，
之前的那几个星期五，
都过得很悲哀，很黑，很闷，
今天就不同了，
是个起点，旗手的起点，
新的感觉，新的希望，
继续下去吧，

总觉得，
我那天被弄伤的手臂，
越来越严重了，
首先是皮外伤，
接着就有点刺痛，
过了几天，肌肉开始痛了，
昨天打比赛打到右手突然使不出力，
今天好像更严重了，
动一下都会痛，
就连步操时也是硬撑的，痛，没力，麻痹，
还假装偷懒不搬旗杆，
算了，小小事，

今天棋铭回来了，
真的很久很久没见到他了，
还是没什么变，
太久没见了，不懂要讲什么，
就问问他现在在读什么咯，
那个明裕也回来了，
从澳洲回来，
真的变了很多，
成熟了，大只了，白了，
然后就一起去吃东西咯，
或许是他的出现吧，
使我们今天又多了很多很多的笑声，
那个嘉骏，不懂做么笑个不停，
好像是因为我，做了很傻的事，

昨夜，不懂为何会梦见你……

-=喜欢你=-
曾经对你说过我喜欢你，
你悄悄地对我说你也喜欢我，
我不敢太接近你，因为我不懂你的心，
人群中，你是最亮的，
黑暗中的夜里，合上眼睛，
都是你的影子，
只怕我想得太多，
只怕我慢了一步，
就这样，失去了你，
放不下你，我还爱着你，
你听见了吗？
不要哭，我祝你幸福，诅咒你身边的烦恼，
今天，都不一样了，
看不见你，就试着让自己淡忘你吧。

今天，特地约了他，
和蝙蝠人去喝茶，聊天，
今年的他，
变了很多，完全是另一个人了，
也不参我们了，
因为昨天我们看到他的表现，
觉得他不够用心，

相信他已明白了，
下来，就看他的了，

这个星期的活动，
实在太充实了，
星期一休息，
星期二篮球友谊赛，
星期三步操，
星期四又是篮球友谊赛，
星期五学会，
星期六好像没步操，
但约了班上的同学去支持成功打入决赛的他们，
然后，庆祝子洋生日？

好像没什么时间读书，做功课，
因为每天都迟迟回到家，
还一天比一天迟，
回到家后又很累很累，
上网写博客，
然后就睡了，
堕落到……

-=累=-